Fucking Hell
Feb. 12th, 2013 08:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
trickykittyA month and a half later and I'm finally feeling anger over something that I probably should have been feeling anger about all along. Granted, this is a way shorter time span than the two years it took me to really feel anger about something else.
How can I expect someone else to apologize to me for something that I otherwise probably should have stopped from happening in the first place?
That's not a riddle. I'm honestly asking. I really don't know how to work my brain around that thought. I feel like I should be owed an apology, but at the same time, I take full responsibility for the fact that I didn't put an end to things happening myself. So, how is it right for me to feel like I'm hurt and angry and due an apology over something that I might have prevented from happening in the first place? Or is it right for me to feel these things at all?
How can I expect someone else to apologize to me for something that I otherwise probably should have stopped from happening in the first place?
That's not a riddle. I'm honestly asking. I really don't know how to work my brain around that thought. I feel like I should be owed an apology, but at the same time, I take full responsibility for the fact that I didn't put an end to things happening myself. So, how is it right for me to feel like I'm hurt and angry and due an apology over something that I might have prevented from happening in the first place? Or is it right for me to feel these things at all?
