AAAUUUUUGGGGGG!!!!

Fucking, fucking, fucking fucking, nightmare

Forget the fucking vivid dreams from the previous night. I just lived through an entire serial killer horror movie a la Halloween and Saw combined in which a man terrorized and killed my friends, family, neighbors, etc. I ran through windows, I busted down doors, I drove away in a truck, I ran into public places, you name it. And every single death was unique and particular to how that person showed up. My sister's friends back in junior high worked some of their own magic with the cell phones only to get slaughtered in the end. There were knives, blades, a hacksaw, and even some form of poison that when a needle was used to turn on the light by pressing it into the wall caused the poison in the sheriff's blood to activate and instantly kill him (this is dream land after all). I tried to stop him at every turn. I saw what he was doing. I saw it coming, but each step led to disaster.

And this nightmare was just as vivid and in-your-face as all the previous dreams from the previous night. I can't believe I just dreamed through so much carnage and slaughter and I haven't seen a horror movie or played a horror game in quite some time now.

*Digging out pharmacy notes on the "generic" fucking penicillin.

This is absolutely fucking ridiculous. I'm still shaking.
EDIT: This is what I get for thinking I would get a good fucking night sleep for once this week.

In an effort to calm down

Too-Due list

make up long list of groceries that won't be followed but at least gives me more sense of direction while in the store
buy groceries and spend more money than I planned and DON'T buy more cheese because I still have plenty in my secret* stash (*available to anyone that wants to visit with me, donate a bottle of wine, and cuddle)
go through and consolidate multiple copies of organizing company forms
prepare company taxes
prepare self taxes
get mp3's loaded so that I can have music at work
locate disk that I think I may need in order to have my mp3 player work through the computer instead of the built in speaker on the mp3 player (while not bad, plugging in regular speakers and sending the music there is so much more preferable)
figure out if I have administrative privileges enough to load said disk on the computer
don't forget to also bring along the speakers
(spit out the old rum and dr. pepper that I just took a sip of out of habit that's been sitting on my desk since earlier this evening - yick)
take radio to work to listen to until mp3 world domination plan is set for action
purchase and build mini shelving cabinet to store my stuff while at work
forward gun kit article posted by Flemco to fellow classmates that are writing about school shootings and/or just have a general interest in it
and new article about violent video games sent to me this morning for disbursement
read through and critique POD (coffee talk group) papers and type up response/criticisms to each
get copies of Battlestar Galactica seasons/movie burned onto disk before Sunday morning
make sure p's crossed and q's dotted for weekend plans, because that's how I roll bitch-es
do 25 jumping jacks because that's the closest to exercise I ever really seem to get
purchase speed jumping rope that whips the crap out of you when you screw up and it hits you for some semblance of a mini-workout on boring-ass weekend work days
hire a three-ring circus to put it all into perspective (or at least remember that at some point during my social schedule I really must spend time at my parents' house visiting the folks and the nephews which I miss dearly)

Imperative To-Doom, Required Immediately:
stab both sinuses and now brain as well with an electric drill for causing me so much misery

First Poll Ever - and it's really, realy important

Given that I will not be officially graduating until August due to a summer course but I will be walking the stage in my commencement ceremonies in May, when do you think will be the appropriate time to celebrate with friends?


[Poll #1161911]

Woot!

... crash O_o

OH NOS!

EDIT: Yay! It's back!

Obama's Financial Plan

Posting because I haven't seen it posted yet by anyone that I KNOW keeps track.
Thank you, vadania!

Barack Obama Releases Economic Plan

Pandora Love

On a whim, I created an Angelo Badalamenti station on Pandora. Oh, love sweet love. The first song that played floored me. It's the soft melodic theme from the movie Risky Business that used to give me chills every time it played in the movie, but I had never looked it up before. This pleases me to no end that it played on my Pandora Badalamenti station.

In case you are curious, the song is titled Risky Business (funny that) and the artist is Tangerine Dream.