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[trickykitty]

I'm not feeling so good. Physically I'm fine, but mentally I feel like I'm breaking down. I'm horribly sad and anyone that knows me pretty much knows why. I keep trying to ignore it so that it will disappear, but that doesn't seem to be working. All I keep thinking about is how my world seemed so perfect a year and a half ago. Now my world is upside down and turned into knots.

I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself followed by wanting to curl in a ball on my bed and cry for hours. Things like this tend to stay bottled up inside of me. Creating a post like this is difficult. Talking about it doesn't help much but not talking about it seems worse. Sometimes I'm really not sure there's much to talk about.

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[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

Well, the earliest I can get off work tonight is 7ish, but I could be as late as 9. You're welcome to drive to East Fort Worth and I'll try to leave when you get here to go eat.

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

We'll see how things go. I still have no idea when I'm leaving for Indiana, so there's no rush.