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[trickykitty]

I'm not feeling so good. Physically I'm fine, but mentally I feel like I'm breaking down. I'm horribly sad and anyone that knows me pretty much knows why. I keep trying to ignore it so that it will disappear, but that doesn't seem to be working. All I keep thinking about is how my world seemed so perfect a year and a half ago. Now my world is upside down and turned into knots.

I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself followed by wanting to curl in a ball on my bed and cry for hours. Things like this tend to stay bottled up inside of me. Creating a post like this is difficult. Talking about it doesn't help much but not talking about it seems worse. Sometimes I'm really not sure there's much to talk about.

Comments

HUGZ

[fleurrette.livejournal.com]

I know you but do not know why/what is wrong.
But offering HUGZ anyways

[wickedsin.livejournal.com]

I don't know you well enough to know why, but I know you well enough to care why.

I'm here...if you need a fresh ear

[gwchilds4.livejournal.com]

I hope you feel better. I know how frustrating it is when everything suddenly changes. Sometimes things never go back where they were before But when you finally make it through the transition, you'll find things may be that much better.

I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers,

G

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

So no dinner for us? It's okay if you don't feel like it, I understand totally.

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

Well, the earliest I can get off work tonight is 7ish, but I could be as late as 9. You're welcome to drive to East Fort Worth and I'll try to leave when you get here to go eat.

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

We'll see how things go. I still have no idea when I'm leaving for Indiana, so there's no rush.

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

Hows about Wednesday?

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

Wednesday sound fine to me, provisionally. Things could change at a moments notice, tho.

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

okey dokey

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

Feeling better?

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

at the moment, yes - it comes and goes

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

Poor Nikki. Whatever it is, I'm sorry....if I can do anything to help, just let me know.

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

yeah, it's that thing called a phone - call me

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

Yes ma'am...right away.

[notcharming.livejournal.com]

babe... you know i'm understanding this. cry... it helps. sob in the shower, curl up in a ball and cry till you think you'll puke. but you know (just as i do) that it will get better. things wont be so hard. there are so many good things out there you just cant see them right now.

thinking of you

c.