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trickykitty) wrote2006-08-21 08:35 am
trickykitty) wrote2006-08-21 08:35 am
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I'm not feeling so good. Physically I'm fine, but mentally I feel like I'm breaking down. I'm horribly sad and anyone that knows me pretty much knows why. I keep trying to ignore it so that it will disappear, but that doesn't seem to be working. All I keep thinking about is how my world seemed so perfect a year and a half ago. Now my world is upside down and turned into knots.
I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself followed by wanting to curl in a ball on my bed and cry for hours. Things like this tend to stay bottled up inside of me. Creating a post like this is difficult. Talking about it doesn't help much but not talking about it seems worse. Sometimes I'm really not sure there's much to talk about.
I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself followed by wanting to curl in a ball on my bed and cry for hours. Things like this tend to stay bottled up inside of me. Creating a post like this is difficult. Talking about it doesn't help much but not talking about it seems worse. Sometimes I'm really not sure there's much to talk about.