The Blehs

[trickykitty]

I'm feeling lost.

And ridiculously exhausted all the time.

I can't think right now.

I'm still randomly crying from the reminder of loss I had recently. Seriously tired of that, but I know my mind and body are going to do what they want to do, so I'm just going to live through it again until it finally passes.

Work has officially sucked the soul out of me.

My body aches from class yesterday - in which I almost passed out from too much exertion. I had to sit for about 15min after the second class started to get my head to stop spinning and to not feel like I was going to throw up.

Hopefully today will be a good day at work, and somehow I'll start to feel human again.

I need to force myself to work out on the elliptical tonight, even if it's only for 15min. That's better than nothing.

Comments

[fleurrette]

HUGZ!!!

[trickykitty]

Thanks :)

Sounds a bit like SAD is also ganging up on you

[disgruntledgirl]

Might want to try to brighten your room a bit and see if that helps. Normally you're pretty tough but it can chisel away at you underneath.
Good idea on the elliptical.

Re: Sounds a bit like SAD is also ganging up on you

[trickykitty]

I don't typically get affected by the seasonal change stuff, but the stresses from work changes have pretty much wrangled the rug out from underneath me. Plus I'm still dealing with more car repair stuff, which has also affected my budget security, and I'm not good at dealing with not have a budgetary cushion. I just really want the world to stop spinning for a bit. That would be nice.