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trickykitty) wrote2013-10-01 04:14 am
trickykitty) wrote2013-10-01 04:14 am
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3:30-4:30am and All Is Well
Ugh. I think my Benadryl wore off, and I woke up hearing Lynyrn Skynyrd's Simple Man in my head, and it Won't Turn OFF.
I also woke up with some epiphanies about jealousy versus being yourself, about the physical versus mental and verbal self-defense stuff again, about using hope as a protective sheath against truly letting go. I woke up having an idea about something I'd like to try to do with my life, even if it turns into yet another interesting hobby, or just fizzles from my mind come later today.
Damn, brain. When you turn on, you go for full throttle out the gate.
I like these epiphanies. They're helping me get past a very negative mental state. BUT, I'm going to be dead tired at work today, and that was one thing I really didn't want. I have way too much work to get done to be too tired to focus.
I had a great dinner with my friend and his cousin, who's a pretty cool chick. I really needed that. Now I can't wait for Wednesday and Thursday to get here. It's like I'm taking a necessary mental vacation and spending time with people I haven't been able to see in ages. It's slowly getting me back on track.
I've blown my nose about 10 times while typing this up. Must be able to breathe again. I hope I'm not waking my roommate up next door. I really wish epiphanies would stop coming in the middle of the freaking night.
Can this be anymore disjointed? Eh. It's the middle of the night. I should give myself some credit for lack of major typos.
I also woke up with some epiphanies about jealousy versus being yourself, about the physical versus mental and verbal self-defense stuff again, about using hope as a protective sheath against truly letting go. I woke up having an idea about something I'd like to try to do with my life, even if it turns into yet another interesting hobby, or just fizzles from my mind come later today.
Damn, brain. When you turn on, you go for full throttle out the gate.
I like these epiphanies. They're helping me get past a very negative mental state. BUT, I'm going to be dead tired at work today, and that was one thing I really didn't want. I have way too much work to get done to be too tired to focus.
I had a great dinner with my friend and his cousin, who's a pretty cool chick. I really needed that. Now I can't wait for Wednesday and Thursday to get here. It's like I'm taking a necessary mental vacation and spending time with people I haven't been able to see in ages. It's slowly getting me back on track.
I've blown my nose about 10 times while typing this up. Must be able to breathe again. I hope I'm not waking my roommate up next door. I really wish epiphanies would stop coming in the middle of the freaking night.
Can this be anymore disjointed? Eh. It's the middle of the night. I should give myself some credit for lack of major typos.