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trickykittyWhat am I waiting for?
Well, technically, I'm now waiting for a response regarding my house offer. They are asking for "best and final" offers today, as they have 5+ offers on the table, and my offer was already my best and final, which unfortunately is slightly less than their asking price. This process doesn't allow for anyone to know what anyone else is offering, and the bank could still decline all offers if they wish. Right now, I'm not very hopeful.
Beyond that, everything in my life feels like it's on some kind of hold. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for the green light to come on.
I know I'm worried about starting any new projects until after I'm moved, but that mentality also seems to be translating into not wanting to work on or complete any current projects as well. I think I've made 4 stitches in my cross stitch over the past two weeks. I've managed to read a few pages in a book. Hell, I can't even motivate myself to download a game on my computer right now. I'm just a deer caught in headlights, unable to move in any direction.
I feel a bit lost right now. Maybe it's good to get lost once in a while? It might be good, but it's very, very uncomfortable for me. I used to figure the caterpillar was comfortable in the cocoon. Now I wonder if that isn't the most uncomfortable time and place to be in ever.
Well, technically, I'm now waiting for a response regarding my house offer. They are asking for "best and final" offers today, as they have 5+ offers on the table, and my offer was already my best and final, which unfortunately is slightly less than their asking price. This process doesn't allow for anyone to know what anyone else is offering, and the bank could still decline all offers if they wish. Right now, I'm not very hopeful.
Beyond that, everything in my life feels like it's on some kind of hold. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for the green light to come on.
I know I'm worried about starting any new projects until after I'm moved, but that mentality also seems to be translating into not wanting to work on or complete any current projects as well. I think I've made 4 stitches in my cross stitch over the past two weeks. I've managed to read a few pages in a book. Hell, I can't even motivate myself to download a game on my computer right now. I'm just a deer caught in headlights, unable to move in any direction.
I feel a bit lost right now. Maybe it's good to get lost once in a while? It might be good, but it's very, very uncomfortable for me. I used to figure the caterpillar was comfortable in the cocoon. Now I wonder if that isn't the most uncomfortable time and place to be in ever.
