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Nicole ([personal profile] trickykitty) wrote2008-04-12 09:51 pm
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Energize Me

This really is the worst week for me to even consider this concept, but I really am hankering for physical activity. I've been way too sedentary and I know this is starting to have a serious effect on so many aspects of my life. I'm depressed, I'm moody, I'm always tired and lazy, not to mention the feeling of orca blubberness I have for my body right now (yes I like my ass and I like my boobs and I like my profile curves, but I REALLY miss my seeing my abs and being able to tie my shoes without my belly getting in the way).

Listening to certain types of music makes me want to get up and dance, but I'm usually stuck at a computer. My new work schedule has me getting tired by 10pm so going out to The Church hasn't been very high on my list of things-to-do-today. I want to find a place where I can lay out a floor mat and get back into practicing hand stands for hours on end without having to pay an arm and leg for some class. I want an adult-sized old-fashioned metal (none of this plastic and wooden crap) monkey bars that I can climb around on. I want to dig my bicycle out of my parents' garage, fix it up and go riding around for a couple hours. I don't feel like jogging and I don't feel like joining a gym. I hate normal workout routines. I can maybe do some sit-ups, but that's about all I can stand. I'll still sometimes randomly do about 20 jumping jacks. At least it's something and better than nothing.

I still need to buy a jump rope for when I'm alone at work. I'll just keep reminding myself until my brain decides to remind me in conjunction with having time available to go and make such a purchase.