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From a Neurological Standpoint
Jul. 11th, 2012 01:33 pm( If you are dealing with painful issues right now, you probably do not want to read this part under the cut. Come back later when you feel more centered and at ease. If you're in a good head-space, then read away. )
Apparently running on one hour of sleep causes me to become The Energizer Bunny of thought and action. Holy crap, you should see me at work today, and my brain is firing on more engines without sleep than it was with sleep. I read one article online and my brain goes WEEEEEEEEEE, time to formulate, postulate, and fumigate!
I know from where this energy flows. It's pent up aggression. I'm pissed. Really pissed. I didn't want to be hurting again, and feeling hurt again has caused me to move past that and into the realm or wrath. I want to express my proper anger, but it's not a good idea. Instead, it gets channeled into GIRville.
Keep that in mind, future AI batteries, that when the robots hook you up to be farmed, they're probably going to try and piss you off a bunch, because then you are most likely to become the creator of even more energy than if you're just sitting and picturing yourself rolling around in the daisies. Daisies, I tell ya! (an inside joke for some of our RPGers)
I feel like I'm drunk, and seriously easily distra...oh, look! Shiny!
Eventually, I'll stop editing this post and adding more line to it. Eventually. Maybe. Possibly. Weeeeeeeeeeee.
So yeah, have you gotten angry lately? No? Oh, give it a go. It'll be fun. Put on some strong beat music. Something that can start to get your heart pounding just a little bit more than it is right now. Something that'll bring out the need to go punch something. Really. Go do it. Get angry. See what happens. :D
Don't worry. I promise to crash into some form of deep sleep zone eventually after work today. This little joy ride will come to a halt. In the meantime....Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Apparently running on one hour of sleep causes me to become The Energizer Bunny of thought and action. Holy crap, you should see me at work today, and my brain is firing on more engines without sleep than it was with sleep. I read one article online and my brain goes WEEEEEEEEEE, time to formulate, postulate, and fumigate!
I know from where this energy flows. It's pent up aggression. I'm pissed. Really pissed. I didn't want to be hurting again, and feeling hurt again has caused me to move past that and into the realm or wrath. I want to express my proper anger, but it's not a good idea. Instead, it gets channeled into GIRville.
Keep that in mind, future AI batteries, that when the robots hook you up to be farmed, they're probably going to try and piss you off a bunch, because then you are most likely to become the creator of even more energy than if you're just sitting and picturing yourself rolling around in the daisies. Daisies, I tell ya! (an inside joke for some of our RPGers)
I feel like I'm drunk, and seriously easily distra...oh, look! Shiny!
Eventually, I'll stop editing this post and adding more line to it. Eventually. Maybe. Possibly. Weeeeeeeeeeee.
So yeah, have you gotten angry lately? No? Oh, give it a go. It'll be fun. Put on some strong beat music. Something that can start to get your heart pounding just a little bit more than it is right now. Something that'll bring out the need to go punch something. Really. Go do it. Get angry. See what happens. :D
Don't worry. I promise to crash into some form of deep sleep zone eventually after work today. This little joy ride will come to a halt. In the meantime....Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
