Unintended Consequences

I miss my sister.

Despite her being thrown in jail for all the ten million bad choices she's made in her life. Despite my nightmare about how I can't get the kids to behave for one second in order to feed them because she hasn't taught them how to behave. Despite me waking up wanting to scream because of all the crap that she puts everyone around her through even (especially) when she's not around.

Despite all of that fucking bullshit that she brings with her to every game of life.

I fucking miss her.

Of course, it helps that I threw a plate of food at her in my nightmare. At least I was able to act out some small semblance of aggression towards her there. Not completely cathartic, as I've now lost a bit of sleep over it and am tensed up to no end, but not completely non-cathartic either.

Yay for family.