Wake Up Call

[trickykitty]

I woke up around 3:30 this morning and didn't go back to sleep until 5. Every time I wake up it's with the same thoughts running through my head. They are thoughts that I wish would fuck off. I try to suppress them during the day and ignore that they are there, but I can never control that first thought when I wake up in the morning. I really feel like taking a shotgun to my head. This is getting ridiculous.

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[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

I can only imagine with all of the stuff you've been dealing with. sheesh.