Wake Up Call

[trickykitty]

I woke up around 3:30 this morning and didn't go back to sleep until 5. Every time I wake up it's with the same thoughts running through my head. They are thoughts that I wish would fuck off. I try to suppress them during the day and ignore that they are there, but I can never control that first thought when I wake up in the morning. I really feel like taking a shotgun to my head. This is getting ridiculous.

Comments

[whisperer12.livejournal.com]

Sweetie, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but there is probably a reason that you keep having these recurring thoughts and you probably won't be able to sleep well until you deal with the root problem. I don't know what it is exactly that you are dealing with, but I suggest that you take some time and meditate on what it is that your subconscious is trying to tell you. Try to be as open as possible. Hope this helps. Hugs!