My insomnia

[trickykitty]

I stuffed myself silly and drank a lot. Yet I never really had a buzz and despite the fact that I should be in a food coma, I'm awake at 4am. Stress and depression appear to be my bedmates for the moment. They have been for quite some time. The past few weeks have been especially hard. I'm just so frustrated. Frustrated at a million things. Frustrated at one. What's the difference?

In other news, I was told by a professional this evening that my head truly isn't screwed on straight.

PS. I really need someone to talk to, but the one person that I should talk with I can't.

Comments

[crista.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: We need to have you over sometime. As soon as the apartment is in the kind of shape that I am not ashamed of it =)

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

Well, hey, maybe I can come over and help sometime. I dn't seem to mind helping others clean up, but trying to get me to clean my own place is like pulling teeth.

[anonymosaurus.livejournal.com]

I completely understand how you feel.

[seci.livejournal.com]

Is this about the same old issues? If so, you didn't need a professional to tell you that lol. But I still love you :)

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

Heehee - Crista's fiancee is a professional massage therapist. My head is LITERALLY not screwed on right. It explains why my neck has been cracking more and more recently. I can hear it and feel it moving/popping in the back of my neck as I move my head around.

[trickykitty.livejournal.com]

PS, yes, I was totally meaning to do a play on words with that sentence.