Such worry, stress, and concern. No wonder you haven't been sleeping well. You will know when it is time to go to grad school. And then again, you may never go. And that is perfectly ok. You will still be the best friend, mother, wife, teacher, cook, silly-time happy-face maker you can be. And you will always find people in your life who remind you that you are special and are loved. Trust me, I've screwed up so many times and in such predictable ways that some of my friends and family are beginning to wonder if I'm damaged goods. But even tho, they still remain true and serve as reminders that love is really what we are all looking for. You are one of the most intelligent people I've been lucky enough to meet, and I admire your abilities. But at the same time I see you as simply another soul wrestling with life, and in this, at least, I may have something to teach. I remember fondly our time together and I'd love to get to know you and your friends better. It has been a long time since I've had a chance to hang out with a hive of brilliant minds. But I've never gotten an invitation, nary a call. And so it is with the hope that it will return that I send you this love. And no, I'm not hitting on you. :)