I R Weird

"I don't know how I'm supposed to feel."

I think that statement summarizes my issues with emotions quite succinctly.

That didn't used to be the case. (Is that a grammatically correct sentence?)

I'm actually trying to pull my rational brain out of the mix a little and go back to just feeling my emotions versus rationalizing my emotions - the oxymoron here being that I'm rationalizing my processing in order to stop rationalizing my emotions.

Yeah ... wrap your brain around that one.