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Nicole ([personal profile] trickykitty) wrote2005-07-15 08:22 pm

Destressing by writing it out in LJ

I keep wondering why the hell this brain got stuck in my body. Why can't I just be a bartender and be happy with it? Why must I be in research? Why, why, why?

So today wasn't very happy for me. I had my last McNair Scholar meeting today on how to give a presentation. Two and a half hours of the same guy chatting away about the same stuff that you would find in Speech 101. It started at 9:30am which for me is early even though i know my days are probably going to start getting that much earlier in the near future.

Tim (the guy that oversees all of my research) had the computer I was working on stripped of all programming and then reloaded of only the essentials. Of course, this is great except for the fact that it was right before I was scheduled to run a participant. To make a long story short, 4 of the 5 programs did not record any data, so I will have to run another participant in her place.

The part that really got to me was that I was blamed for the fiasco by not being 15 minutes early to the lab before I was scheduled to run her. Bullshit. I could have been an hour early and the damn programs still wouldn't have recorded data. Apparently, the NumLock was lit but the keypad wasn't typing in numbers. So when I entered the participant number, nothing registered and it defaulted to 0 which indicates to the computer not to record data.

In other news, I will be starting back to work on Monday at the YMCA that I was working at previously. Mon-Fri 3-7pm. I was debating during the meeting/formal interview if I should wait two weeks before starting so that I could devote time to the McNair paper. I decided against it because I know how busy they get right before school starts and I don't want to come in to work on the childcare bookkeeping already knee deep in...whatever it will be. But this is why I will have to get up earlier. I work better on school stuff in the mornings, so mornings will now be devoted to data analysis and paper writing.

So that's my little update for the moment.